Year: 2023
Duration: 10 minutes
Instrumentation: high voice, low voice, piano
Most recent performance:
Elizabeth Hanje, soprano
Benhur Mosazghi, baritone
Premiere:
Mina Brooks-Schmidt, soprano
Benhur Mosazghi, bass-baritone
Jake Berran, piano
Performed on July 22, 2023 at St. Peter's Episcopal Church in Sitka, AK.
Video courtesy of Sitka Community TV.
Texts by Emily Dickinson, Millie Rocco, and Sara Teasdale.
Program Note: The first song, "If you were coming in the Fall," is a setting of a poem by Emily Dickinson (1830-1866) of the same title. It is about waiting for a loved one to return and the struggle of not knowing whether that will happen in months, years, or at all. The changing meters and tempos reflect this uncertainty about time.
The second text is "I cannot love benevolently" from the trilogy of poems "I can only love like Tragedies" by Millie Rocco (b. 2000), a friend of mine. She writes:
This poem was a piece written with an intentional connection to Greek mythology in regards to how love can be felt differently and intensely. In a time where it can feel stereotypical to be in capital "L" love or confusing to identify emotions that aren't explicitly positive in a way that overlap with usually mutually good feelings, I found much catharsis in this piece. The connections to my emotions and the myths written by man hundred of years ago as a way to confront the same emotions let me feel seen by history. Rocco's poem is empowering, expressive and abstractly related to longing-longing for love that is "gross" and "ruthless." Harsh turbulence quickly cools to still meditation and vice versa.
The final piece is a setting of "Morning Song" by Sara Teasdale (1884-1933), in which the narrator sees their loneliness reflected in the moon. The poem ends with the consoling message, "only the lonely are free."
Both extremities of the entire work feature a monodic "Bach partita" in the piano with blurred meter. It symbolizes both the uncertainty characterizing Dickinson's poem and the freedom at the end of Teasdale's, as if it is reaching out beyond the piece itself.